Frustration

Posted: April 18, 2005 in Uncategorized

I’ve spent the day bumping my head against my creative ceiling, and it’s driving me gradually insane. I have a vague feeling for it, but it consistantly eludes my grasp, like listening to a foreign language and understanding the nuances of inflection and the odd word, but unable to comprehend what exactly is being said. I can wield the tools and form an idea into shape, but it feels clumsy and raw; the product of a finite mental canvas.

I have made progress over the years, but it’s painfully gradual, and I always seem to remain a significant distance behind the curve. The question is, can I bring myself to accept my limitations for what they are, or do I keep my shoulder squared against them continue to push?

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